ive never felt so displaced before. sometimes i wish mummy n daddy were here to drive away the blues. u know, like the eve of a really big project, u realise u need something n your parents will buzz around like resourceful bees and settle everything? i really just need a place to settle in for the next 3 months then im flying home home home..

why is it so hard searching for a right place? ive had to compromise budget, location and even room mates and still i cant find a place to stay. its hard staying out of your suitcases, and i havent felt settled at all since school started. i need to get back in shape, i need to catch up on readings, and i need a place to stay. thank god for God.

its times like this that i realise how important faith is. i keep complaining about how God doesnt listen, doesnt help, leaving me in the lurch, but really, its just me being blind to all thats happenin around.

im praying, and wont u pray for me too?