ship now ready for sea. haha.. which means i start sailing again. kai tells me to kan kai. which is true. maybe i wont be that sad or discouraged when things do not go my way

come holy spirit, fall on me now
i need your anointing, come in your power
i love u holy spirit, ure captivating my soul
and everyday, i grow to love u more

ure reaching for my heart, u hold my life in your hands
drawing me closer to u i feel your power renew
nothing compares to this place where i can see u face to face
i worship u in spirit and in truth.

The Lord Almighty, he holds u ever so close. covering u with his mighty hands, hiding u in his wings.
abide in his will, he shows u the way.
oh Lord, lead me in truth. I will seek follow and find.

march is finally over. charlton's 5th bday. i still remember the day i held his tiny fragile frame in my arms, and now. he's getting too heavy for me! oh shoes, how u would love to see him now.
i thank God for this lil tiny bundle of blessing. Dad's having problems with his job.

the next time i update, i believe in God he will provide. wait for the good news.