the system has loopholes. its up to u how to exploit them. thts one of the more interesting revelations ive made this month. in the last month, i was so so busy. we can find chances to duang( which means slack), and i wil, cos its really burning me out.


anyway, have been having 2 free days in a role. went out with joyce today cos she had relationship problems. in a sense, i cant really advise her cos i cant handle my relationship well. the only reason why im still attached now is cos kaisiang has always been there for me. he has never let me down, even when i was confused with all the other guys in my life, even when i threw tempers unreasonably, even when i asked for a break up. i would never thank him enough for all the support he has shwon me. up to this very moment, my dear trusts me. and i never gave him the respect that he deserves

dear, if ure reading this, i love u. thank u for loving me too.

been eating darn alot lately, but never got the chance to get down an exercise. putting on darn alot of weight and its worrying me. ill concentrate on static for now. till i have more time, ill go run.