met up w shoes today. it was a wild goose chase..from her home, to some kk dental clinic at jurong kechil, to beauty world..and all this while i was trying to hide my existence in spore from her and kai was coming up with stupid things like how he needed to go online to pass her something. miss her alot. and to think shes leaving spore for like 2 years bfore a visit back during the hols this fri..ill be near surabaya by then..so dunno if can call or something.

the 1st leg has been tiring. watch from 9-12, or 12-3, or 3-6, then starting the day all over again was difficult at first. couldnt get used to the acute lack of sleep. plus the rolling n pitching of the ship, though it was in relatively calm conditions was something to get used to. instructors were watchin all the time n i felt assessed, but then again, in tough times, when i have trouble keeping my eyes open, i look to the Lord in prayer. he will bring me through troubled waters into his peace n goodness.

i dunno how ill miss the pple back here. wont be seeing them for 1 month. charlton, mum, dad, cheryl, kai. i dun get to see my other friends very often, so i wont feel it directly, but for pple going away, like shoes, shuzhen, i wont get to see them. pangs of sadness.

i will look forward to MStD. i will be back.