the most significant thing about this week was service. i went over to tc to witness win's baptism. sermon was about the freedom to forgive. somehow, it went on to activating God's process in your life. Ive never really let go of the issue about scholarship and plans for the future. but when hong prayed for me, i offered it all up, i laid it all down at the altar. and the song just moved me, my tears poured down as i prayed for his mighty hands to cover me, for his merciful wings to lift me above all the pain. and as i walked out of the place, i felt a sense of peace ive never felt in 4 months. and boy, u have no idea how good it felt. Kai asked me, if looking into yourself is not sufficient for some sort of direction. to me, i am a lost soul without my God. it is Him who gives me direction, who is there in my weakest darkest moments. and ill never let him go.

this week was astro navi all the way..so sian. i mean, its quite fun if u think about looking at all the stars and celestial bodies. but studying the theories behind determining their position and movement is super dense. and its not over yet. hafta book in early today to finish up a whole worksheet of calculations.

friday went over to singapore poly. the place was freaking cold and i was shivering. feverish when i went for lunch, then lunch macs , got food poisoning. so weak cannot stand properly, still must go toilet to puke 4 times. bleah bleah. i cant forget tht horrible experience.

sat went to change passport photo, then went orchard to meet shoes, hong, rahmei, naz for a while then went for dental at taka. then went ah gongs place to celebrate his bday in jurong, then went marine parade for church then went tiong bahru to meet kai again. becos of all that time constraint n distance, i spent like close to 40 bucks on transport. ouch.

i miss all my friends, but its so tough trying to find time to meet up with all of them. and they are leaving soon.