this week has been quite horrible. worrying about whether ill get chicken pox and plus so many tests and IPPT.

to speak of things honestly, perhaps i was worrying too much, cos i prob worried myself sick. running a temp of 39.5 now. i do hope its not chicken pox.

scored ok for my tests and improved by a minute for my 2.4, so am quite satisfied. thought the whole transition to mids would kill me cos ido little exercise and sit around n snack during lessons so much.

kai is resting at home now cos of his pox. there was a real crisis this week. and it was all cos a bloody misunderstanding or rather someone who jus had to blog about an innocent phonecall. i shall not read her blog anymore, or bother to doubt kai anymore. it is so stupid doubting someone u love so much and who gave up so much for u jus cos of a feather duster. it is simply not worth it at all. i miss him.

got news about shoes who is leaving. i dont really know how to react. perhaps its because she still has some time here in spore, but then again, how am i going to tell her that its a parting that will affect me that bad. though i no longer have the time to call her to whine about everything thats happened in my life, who can forget a friend who was always there for u, in misery and joy.