command expedition. lets jus say its a wonderful experience but if given a choice, i wouldnt go through it again. the past week flew by and i hardly got any sleeep. i wonder if that has affected my brains, probably fried it dry. sigh, something happened while i was out with kai. i wish things were easier to settle. drama yesterday was good. sigh, ive no idea what im doing or if im thinkg. oh god. i will be still.