im jusst counting down to the time when ill depart on a completely new phase of my life. seriously, i think ns is good. it matures pple, changes u inside out, not jus physically but it helps u to even appreciate the lil pleasures of life.

even as i sit here, listenin to the music, looking at my comp, the numerous photos aarnd my room, the many memories i have of the past 19 years of my life. God, i am thankful. i have a wonderful family no matter how much i complain abt them, im glad that they love me too. my terrific friends who have proved themselves to be true friends indeed. kai who have supported mee thru troubled times n is one of the simple joys of life. charlt who is truly a bundle of blessing. man, im crying just thinking of all these. i will miss the times.

kai told me that he doesnt want the lib anymore. considering how much he loves the lib, things must be really bad, or pple are who u want n remember most when u are challenged physically n mentally everyday.

two weeks frm now ull hear frm me again, hopefully i have grown up. and w a totally new love n zest for life. im leavin.

and shoes, if u should be reading this, absence is not just about missing a person, its about using the time to renew ur love for that person. i love u! u take care and ur teaching job will go fine if u take things in ur stride. whenever things get tough, just think of me and ill be fighting the battle w u in heart n spirit. u can do it, have faith in u. and me.

bye bye. safti mi, here i come.