although im only back 4 the hari raya hols. one day of civilian life is enough to bring me back to sanity. hahaz, met up w kai and he sent me home! sweet guy, got me flowers! first time. haha, but it took him alot to do tt. and he waited at the burger king outside for me to come out, dashed in n bought cold milk so tt it will still be cold. and i got kinder bueno and a lovely file of cut out bably blues comics frm the past 2 weeks of newspapeers. so sweeet right! sigh, like ill reeally be interested in those jerks who are currently in ocs at this point of time when ive him with me now.

anyway, the past 2 weeks have been an eye opener. i put on weight despite the trainings i went through, got bruises and scratchhes, aching body everyday frm heavy boots, sbo n rifles. i miss all my friends. kai n family. charlton is getting so cute. i wish this 3 months ill fly past!! be opttimistiic char...