paul just told me im one of the closest female friends he's ever had. i feel flattered. kum weng doesnt seem too optimistic about his job, gotta pray for him.

to be frank, though God gave his son on this day, my xmas does not seem that much merry. i wish i was out there counting down and cheering with everyone else instead of moping around this place n typing blog entries. shoes is also havin a horrible time. may god bless her with a very merry n blessed xmas, she deserves it for being such a sweet n good girl this year.