was kept at home till the evening cos parents were working up..then met kai at orchard to look at lights. it was supposedly a nice romantic evening. then kai wanted to go buy groceries. i was kinda peeved cos he bought ice cream and that meant that our evening will end half an hour after it started cos we will have to go down to punggol straight after we bought the stuff. as if things werent worse, he dropped a watermelon on someone's foot cos he was busy taking orders for alcoholic drinks. its so absurd.

i sulked for a while, then decided that its no point ruining the evening. but damage was done. went to punggol in silence and met the class. the girls tricked me, telling me that rah mei has went back. was shocked when i realised that it wasnt the case. we played 49, 3d tic tac toe, watched soccer..told ghost stories, ate banana cake w icecream..then i conked out. woke up in the morn to realise that all the girls were gone.

there was this emptiness as i realised that oh no, thats the end of our clique. i wanted us to stay longer. got shoes' xmas present and it was so sweet of her! earring hangers. first time ive seen them. cooked bfast for the guys..and ended up with andre n junrong watching me cook in the kitchen calling me charlena. wanted to kick them in the balls. cooked scrambled eggs, sausages, noodles etc etc..then tried hard to wake johnny, james n kai. stewpid kai didnt wanna wake up n made noise cos everyone finished the eggs n i didnt leave any for him. joyce was sleeping in the masters and andre wanted to go in to wake up. lucky i didnt allow him to cos joyce revealed everything in her sleep.

after that, kai went to dhoby ghaut n i went home..brought charlton out to play on inflatables in orchard and bought xmas gifts for him at toy r us. kai played wildly with him and im glad i have both of them though it felt a lil like bringing 2 big kids outta play. halfway, claire thought he was gonna meet her so she was waiting alone in orchard. told kai to go meet her but he said dun need. i might sound noble but i was actually jealous that some other girl would want to meet my boyfriend. plus its claire. i know they are just really good n close friends but sometimes i succumb to the green eyed monster which doth mock the meat it feeds on.