had post mortem today in school. arrived early n met paul on the bus. in the end, waited in amphi for the rest while paul went up to store to put stuff. then got call frm him asking if i wanted to go to the rooftop. armed with a camera, i gamely climbed up the long long ladder and man, it was exciting. the tin roof looked as if it was gonna break as we gingerly made our way to the front looking out into the central plaza. it would be nice if i were there at night. unobstructed view of the stars.

then after that, went with pan to visit rac in hospital. sujuan couldnt stop laughing when i told her that the room she told us was an intensive care room. didnt recognise rac when i saw her, face too swollen. poor girl, she had to write on this magna doodle board cos she couldnt talk. sis was also like that.

went out shopping after that and bought a top and a cute monkey. pan told me some news which i shant reveal here but i kinda guessed it. i think its quite normal to have feelings like that cos frankly, i did feel the same way. but no way am i gonna give up kai. i wanna marry kai at this present moment and no one should ever stand in our way. bought this stuffed monkey at harbourfront which sucked its thumb and brought it to pauls place to pass it to him. stupid monkey was asleep so we had to bum arnd great world city till he awoke. will really miss paul, afterall, we have worked so closely in the past 2 years and he has looked after me very well..